There is a connection you have w/ your Mother noone believes in.She commits suicide&is now living through you.

During the 45 days before her suicide, you already knew what was to come. Unexplainable, you were going throught the same motions of organization and feelings of numbness. Being a writer, you wrote. Scribing info that would later come to be fact, not just words on paper. There was no communication with your Mother during this time frame.

How do you deal with it in order to get back out in society--There is a connection you have w/ your Mother noone believes in.She commits suicide%26amp;is now living through you.
when your mother ponks herself off



you are going through a lot of the same situations that drive her to desperation.



and you feel it



and there is nothing you can do except realize you survived and make the most of your life.



your mom gave you an example of how not to live (she died)

learn from it.



best wishes %26amp; an e-hug ... sometimes life is toughThere is a connection you have w/ your Mother noone believes in.She commits suicide%26amp;is now living through you.
Each day at first by just a smidgeon

You'll be freed from your religion

In it's place you'll gain more reason

This before the end of season



I will cast spells for you!
okaaaaay
Why wasn't contact made to the mother if someone knew what was gonna happen?

Deal with - there will be loads of guilt issues to deal with ,probably needs professional help big time !
you just accept life as it comes and try to heal it through time believe me thats the best healer and try to stay strong till then .
Go to Sylvia Browne.com. Maybe she can help you.
Death is predestined as your birth is. The dearest may get some premonition of the end.
Let her go, she is gone, no matter how you want her alive...you will never be able to rationalise the moments you share in your soul heart and mind, today. Let her go. Live in today, not yesterday or tommorrow. Remember her, love her, forgive her, let her be whole....so she can see you whole.